Out Through The Curtain

Is it weird that whenever I see or hear any girl I am friends with write or say something about the guy they want to date or marry or whatever, that my first thought is “I could be that guy,” even though I know I am not the right guy for them? I really just want them to be happy. Because everyone deserves to be with that person. It just sucks when people pretend to be and just end up hurting the other person. I can see why it happens, but it just sucks. I have promised to myself that I will never let myself do that though. And sometimes it is hard, and I have to let crushes pass, but it’s worth it in the end.

Because one day when this happens though that first reaction of “I could be that guy” won’t go away. And it will slowly turn into “I WANT to be that guy.” And then after that it will turn into “I WILL be that guy.” And I know for a fact that I will do whatever it takes to make that come true. And I will know that I am the right guy for her. And she will know that she is right for me. And everyone else will see it too.

I can’t wait for that day.